♥ Wednesday, September 19, 2007 ♥

YO SI EN. WHY HIDE ARH YOU HAHAHA
OH THAT CUTE SMILE OF YOURS.
oops cheryl dont be jealous.HAHA

UHUH
WANNABEE MODELS.hahahaha

* i see something up there!
SI EN LOOK!!!!
oh cheryl whats with you HAHAHAHA
her passion will linger in her heart forever
9/19/2007 09:56:00 PM
♥ Tuesday, September 4, 2007 ♥
AN ATTEMPT TO MAKE MY BLOG LESS DEAD...HERE ARE PICTURES FROM BIO PROJECT!(:




awwwwwwwwwwwwww look at that baby.HAHAHAHAH
OK TATA.
her passion will linger in her heart forever
9/04/2007 10:32:00 PM
♥ Saturday, August 25, 2007 ♥
WHY HELLO EVERYONE.
SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING,HEH
THANKS YOU GUYS FOR A LL THE PRESENTs!!HAHA
AND SORRY FOR LIKE NOT REALLY BLOGGING MUCH AND PUTTING PICTURES INSTEAD.
AFTER ALL, PICTURES ARE WORTH A THOUSAND WORDS ARENT THEY?
SO HERE ARE 3000 WORDS FOR YOU GUYS(:


I AM TALL:D
seeyou guys!hahaha
her passion will linger in her heart forever
8/25/2007 02:24:00 PM
♥ Saturday, August 18, 2007 ♥
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINH!
KAI!
ME!
HSIANG WEI!
hahahhaha<3
her passion will linger in her heart forever
8/18/2007 10:55:00 PM
♥ Saturday, August 11, 2007 ♥
these pictures are so funny.hahaha
I BET NO ONE CAN SPOT ME MAN.
sorry for the blur-ness..hahahah




her passion will linger in her heart forever
8/11/2007 02:42:00 PM
♥ Wednesday, August 8, 2007 ♥
her passion will linger in her heart forever
8/08/2007 10:55:00 PM
♥ Tuesday, July 31, 2007 ♥


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I LOVE YOU 02!
ahhh yeah ok.. been very busy.
to cut things short.
dance revolves around me
maybe too much.
i dunno.
her passion will linger in her heart forever
7/31/2007 08:08:00 PM
♥ Wednesday, July 25, 2007 ♥
you wasted our time.
and therefore you lose our respect for you.
there you go.
her passion will linger in her heart forever
7/25/2007 09:00:00 PM
♥ Sunday, July 22, 2007 ♥
bringing back old memories...


haha can you spot me?

me, mins

ooh...how lovely.haha
<3
OH CONGRATS JOY AND MINYI(:
and congrats to the spring girls(:
<3
her passion will linger in her heart forever
7/22/2007 10:34:00 PM
♥ Thursday, July 19, 2007 ♥
NJ WESTERN DANCE new exco!
PRESIDENT!-------------------reg!!!!
vp ballet------------------------shining!
vp hiphop-----------------------huiting!
project manager-----------------yingting!
secretary------------------------priya!
welfare officer-------------------weizong&jerlyn!
quarter master------------------timoo!
treasurer------------------------andrea!
congrats you guys!(:
it is the start of something new.
her passion will linger in her heart forever
7/19/2007 09:17:00 PM
♥ Tuesday, July 17, 2007 ♥

perfection is hard to achieve
but near perfection is really in reach if you try.
you cant be the best
but you can be the better.
you cant be the skinniest
but you can be the slim.
know your limits.
aim far but not too far.
*damn this sounds like an advert-.-hahaha*
her passion will linger in her heart forever
7/17/2007 10:52:00 PM
♥ Saturday, July 14, 2007 ♥
HEEYOOOO LIVINGSTONE
CHECK THIS OUT:

BIRIN THEN!

BIRIN
NOWHAHAHAHAH
NO WONDER HE REBONDED HIS HAIRRR
lol hahahhahaha
her passion will linger in her heart forever
7/14/2007 02:30:00 PM
♥ Friday, July 13, 2007 ♥
AND HERE ARE THE LONG WAITED PICTURESSSS!

YEA...SEE GAYNESS?
kai on the slide and zihao sitting behind him...

oh so whats that now?
a cheesy smile on "america's next top model"????
i dont think that can take HER to the toppp

oh now thats betterrrr
attitude man.. attitude.
GIVE IT UP FOR AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL.
HELEN HONG!!!

thats just us.
can you tell whos is whos?
(i think ones very obvious...HAHA)

me and si en<3

me and si en<3

tap dorothy gladstone 07

tap dorothy gladstone 07
enjoy the picturesss!
sorry i jknwo some are blurr
especially the good gay ones..
HAHA
ta.
her passion will linger in her heart forever
7/13/2007 09:29:00 PM
♥ Monday, July 9, 2007 ♥
yayye so today we went out with cheryl si en liz hsiangwei abs kai zihao and jaesung...
we all went to cine but watched differnt movies....
cheryl liz hsiang wei jaesung and i went too watch transformers
AHH DAMN NICE
then si en kai and zihao went to watch dunno what
and abs being a loner watched by himself some movie..hahahah
oh well..ahahah
my medicine for the day(:
<3 you guys
her passion will linger in her heart forever
7/09/2007 09:55:00 PM
♥ Friday, July 6, 2007 ♥


livingstone.<333
her passion will linger in her heart forever
7/06/2007 06:37:00 PM
♥ Friday, June 29, 2007 ♥

IJUST LOVE THIS PICTURE..
HAHA
BOTH ME AND SI EN LOOK SO DARN FUNNYYY..HAHA

me,cheryl,fiona
si en, feli(:

OOH hahahah
<3

fiona eating her OVERLOADED SOYA SAUCEDsoft boliled egg

looks like they win the award for BEST GAY COUPLE(:
hahaha
quoted hsiang wei: the top model is heree....omgg hsiang wei..hahahahahah LOL

qiaooooo and mee....

OHH MY!!
LOOK EVERYONE ITS MY NEW INSPIRATION!!hahahaha

qiaoo and me<33

cheryl me, si en feli

KILL YOU BLUE MAN!LOL
*note cheryl holding my ballet shoe defending herself..HAHA\

CHERYL BLENDS IN WITH THE FLOOR...
the depressed being...
hahahahaha

OH YEAA...HAHAH

AHHAHAHA! LOOKA T DEAR FELII...HAHAHAHA

the mirror fridge,..HAHA

heyya..hahaha

DILLIE! "LOOK INTO MY EYESSSS"

SUPER UNGLAM NACHOWWWWW(:

hehhhh

bleaghhh..HAHAHAHA

YEA GO KAI!
5 on him....hahahahah

fiona, me, dillioe, cheryl<3

YESSS SEEE MY DIET.!
yogurt and crakers..
hahahahha

SPAS CHERYL!(:
YESSSSS!!!!!ASS MEEK IS OVERRRRRRR!!!!!WOOHOOOOOOOOi feel as free and happy as a lark!HAHAHAONEE MOREE THINGG!!!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR NACHOWW<3333333HOPE YOU ENJOYED TODAY(:HAHAHAHAHAi am just HIGH..NIGHTTTT
her passion will linger in her heart forever
6/29/2007 09:56:00 PM
♥ Friday, June 22, 2007 ♥
well apparently i cant load pictures into my blog now... so i ll post pictures another time..
we've got really retardded pictures mann...HAHA
so today we went to school to study(:
with cheryl adn fiopna and dillie!
and kai was there but he didnt really study with us...haha
yepp... THATS ALL
I LL LOAD PICS ANOTHER TIME
TA!
<3
her passion will linger in her heart forever
6/22/2007 07:21:00 PM
♥ Thursday, June 21, 2007 ♥




yayye we had consultation for IS1102.
cheryl cut her hand!
poor cheryl it was a damn deep cut!
really really deep.
so then miss yeo was helping her treat the wound while stood there in shock.
basically all of there!
even clara was nice enough to ask about cheryl(:
soo anyways, after that we sent cheryl to the atrium to wait for her mom
and then we went off to the bus stop
and fiona,hsiangwei,jae,kai and i went to currywok to eat lunch
and i ate half my rice casue i didnt wanna finish the rice.
it was more than 1 bowl of rice lah!
so i didnt finish..
i ate half..
and some tofu and chicken.. and fish...
yeaaaaa and i gave the rest of the rice to jaesung and kai..who gobbled it up..haha
and kai is a scary eater mann..HE ATE SO MUCH!
more than 4 chicken wings,the whatever soupy thingy there, the fish, and rice, and he still wanted to get chicken rice after that Oo hahah!
then we went to cold storage to buy sushi..
and i owe hsiang wei 50cents.
hahaha cause he ate half of what i bought.so i owe him half the cost of it.
ok i am not really making sense...haha
yepp...then went home..oh man
OK I SHANT GO ON ABOUT IT,.
BYEBYE(:
her passion will linger in her heart forever
6/21/2007 03:09:00 PM
♥ Tuesday, June 19, 2007 ♥
well ok.. everyone wants to know how my hair looks like... here is before and after:
BEFORE (with si en)
AFTER(with mel)haha YES ITS DIFFERENT..hahahand no jaesung ITS NOT AN ADVERT.ok haha I GOOTA MUG-.-BYEBYE
her passion will linger in her heart forever
6/19/2007 01:02:00 PM
♥ Sunday, June 17, 2007 ♥
her passion will linger in her heart forever
6/17/2007 11:10:00 PM
♥ Friday, June 15, 2007 ♥

me and my sis

sis and i(NOTE THE PINK IPOD SHUFFLE!HAHA)

my grandmother, i

my sis and i

my sis and i

me,janice,sophia,kat HAHAHA

bottom:emily, rachel,illy,tricia,sophy
topp:kat, me

janice me sophia

avril,tricia,me

liyana,jerlyn,priya,me,janice
just pictures from osaka and streefest..and i shall sleep now(:OH WAIT everyone please watch this!!!OUR STREETFEST INFUSION(:FOR SOME REASON I CANT UPPLOAD IT SO AT LEAST SOMEONE ELSE UPLOADED IT(:
THANKS WHOEVER THAT PERSON IS(:
ok goodnight everyone!OH I CUT MY HAIR TODAY!haha okrandomness...night!<3
her passion will linger in her heart forever
6/15/2007 09:44:00 PM
♥ Wednesday, June 6, 2007 ♥
streetfest<3
thurday, friday, saturday outside cineINFUSION will kick ass!just come and watch us:Dyesturday,we went to illy's rented bungalow to celebrate her birthday...and we had a sleepoverand we basically slept like 2 hours after watching ghost rider...next day we came to school,grogy-eyed with dark heavy eye bagsof which can be cleared only with enough sleep or maybe preparation Hat least we sleptunlike illy!who played mahjong with who?shu wei?adrian?her god nephew?yea i think so.goshh i wonder how illy survived streetfest rehearsal today!cause i almost died.hahaanyway, so i realised somethingi CANNOT watch horror movies in cinemas.casue i ll just scream and make a scene.loloh man after watching thr grudge i dreamt of VERA again!heh sorry vera!its just cause of your eyes!LOLso yea.. after the grudgeghost rider didnt seem scary at all.so yeaand i managed to sleep in between certain parts of the movie.and the end.basically i think i slept during most of the movie.except maybe the front part.so i cant remember the story...OH WELLSso streetfest... is 2MORROWits really fun to dance hiphop even when you are so tiredamazing how the practise was enjoyable even though i was so exhausted.my new love.hiphop.
poor tricia and i..
we hadda take mrt all the way to pasir ris
15STOPS
WITHOUT SITTING DOWN AT ALL!WOAHHH

sophia, me, janice<3
our memorable bathroom times.HAHA

yiting and me.
her spastic face..hahaha!
off to get some sleep..or maybe not?LOL<3
her passion will linger in her heart forever
6/06/2007 06:17:00 PM
♥ Sunday, June 3, 2007 ♥

fiona, me , cheryl<3

credits to cheryl!
SHE WANTED ME TO PUT IT AS MY DP... so post it here..
haha

at PA the black box...
wen yee, me, shanice<3

wenyee, me, shanice, minyi<3

collecting the award...
CAN YOU SPOT ME(:

oh goshh..i look like an old granny...
minyi, me<3

ERI AND MEE!!!
hahahahaha
eri and erika<3

camie, me, wenyee
shanice, OUR BALLET TEACHER(: , minyi
<3

camie, wenyee, me, shanice<3
i did it. i got it.its all like a dream come truethank you<3THANK YOU GUYS FOR COMING(:cheryl,fiona, illy,sophia,and janice(:thank you!<333
her passion will linger in her heart forever
6/03/2007 10:05:00 AM
♥ Friday, June 1, 2007 ♥
your love, overwhelms me.engulfs me.swallows me.takes my soul and pulls it away from my body.away.i just wanna make this clear..this sentence is about a dance movement...its how i describe the movement..if you read this sentence...it is easier to understand the movementand visualise it in your head..thats all.grace glides on blistered feet.except, if you arent a ballerina..or cant dance wellthere is no grace.so basically..you get blistered feetfor no reasonand for no results.pointless."pointe shoes please girls."she shouts across the room to the exhausted dancerssighthey dragged unwillingly to their bagspulling out those torturous shoes.after the long barre exercisesthe centre tendus and grand battementthe tiring adagesthe heavy lifts of legsthe dizzy spins of pirouettesthe muliple turns of fouettesthe poses and shanes across the roomthe peti allegrothe turning souttesthe big glisads and assemblesthe big grand jetesthe beats and jumps of brisesthe last big centre exercise pushing the dancers to their limits.then it all endsand whats more?pointe work.she squeezed her foot into the tiny narrow wooden shoesquashing every single toe into the 6cm wide toe shoesfolding the ends into her heelshe fits the shoe perfectly hugging her feet like socksirony.that hard dirty bulky shoe wrapping around her feet described like soft comfortable socks.this simple juxtaposition seen in every performance by a dancerpainful and torturous but seen as light and beautiful.graceful and absolutely stunning shadowing over the excruciating stabs at her feet.her hand takes the soft pink nylon ribbonsand wraps it around her anklearound and roundround and roundending with a small knot tucked in neatly so neatly no one can see that pigtail.up she stands, walking slowly to the cold long barreshe touches the metal like holding her best friends handand lightly transfers her weight over to the reliable supporter.she rises up onto her toesonto the platform of the pointe shoeswith straightened knees and stretched feet her muscles tense up, emphasizing and lining every single muscle of her leg with a long seam following up the rotated thighs all the way to those turned out hipscreating a big dimple right at the ends of her lengthy gorgeous legstracing to the top of her hipforming a wonderful extension seperating her long legs and her lean body.her torsil over her leg tucked into her body forming an almost straight lineweight lifted and on her toestummy flattened with her abs liftedwaistline as small as possiblechest relaxed ribcage downall the way up to her neck longer than everwith her head tilted and placed and just a right positioneyes looking through the wallssharp nose pointing towards her natural angelic smileher cheeks rosy and pink her hair pulled back into a bunending with her eye lashes curling up into the teachers eyes.picture perfectlovely stanceangelic posesimply stunninga real dancer.a read ballerina.2morrow...tap examsummer school performancedang.i will just have to hope for the best.i hope i do well.i really hope so.my love.my passion.my dream.<3
her passion will linger in her heart forever
6/01/2007 08:18:00 PM
♥ Monday, May 28, 2007 ♥




just some pictures...
summer school is tiring):its rather stressful too cause everyone has a certain expectation of meand because i havent been going for lessons and i have been doing alot of contemp more than ballet, my technique slowly fades away and everyone soon will be disappointed in me.how stupid.its stupid how people have high expectations of youand when you dont meet the expectations,you get scolded, looked down, laughed at, etc.so yea..sometimes i feel like giving up ballet manreally...its not easy being a ballerina.sheeshhow can i meet the high expectations?when will i meet those high expectations?what does it take to meet those high expectations?lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots of hardwork.yea..hardwork..problem is, i cant work too hard for summer school cause of dorothy gladstone.so how?i can do nothing but stare in utter horror at my horrible ballet technique.yepp.. in horrorso i have decided.. i am NOT doing the exam.i am NOT doing advanded foundation exam because there is simpy NO TIME.so yea... i have to sacrifice something right?so i let it go like a mother freeing her grip of her new born child, unwillingly watching it walk away from me.seeya<3
her passion will linger in her heart forever
5/28/2007 09:55:00 PM
♥ Sunday, May 27, 2007 ♥


so yea you wouldve guessed it, aristal is finally over.
its over.done.thats it.everything that we worked for so hard is all over just like that.
i hope we showed everyone what us western dancers can do
i hope we showed them we were worth more than a silver for syf.
i hope they will show us more respect now.
i really hope so.
we did our best out there. we really did. its up to how the audience wanna criticise us and talk about us.so yea.
anyway, i miss aristal.. i cant believe this..haha
i have been complaining about dance til so late everyday
but now after eveything ended...I MISS IT
i miss dancing the whole day like what we have been doing on thursday friday and saturday!
I WANT MY LIFE TO BE LIKE THAT
but unfortunely.. theres no such thing..
i wish i could turn back time and relive those few days!
man do i love aristal..haha
fire of the spirit was so disappointing.
ipsyf, WHY MUST I BE SCARED OF HEIGHTS.ARGH why cant i be as brave as yiting..WHY WHY WHY
opening dance, MY STUPID PIROUETTE and the solo.gosh
basically, i think i screwed them all..WHATEVER
i still tried my best.
i cant turn back time
so how???
lol i just wanna do aristal one more time.
just one more time.
ta
her passion will linger in her heart forever
5/27/2007 03:09:00 PM
♥ Sunday, May 20, 2007 ♥
it hurts. it really hurts.
you have no idea how hurting it may be.
maybe you should try it yourself
cause it seriously hurts.
there are so many things happening now
aristal
tap
tests
dance
everything
and you come in and add on to the burden
i am trying so hard to fight back the tears.
i am trying so hard to get well for aristal.
i am trying so hard to forget it.
yet somehow it just doesnt work.
ok
so i have cried it all out before.
but everytime i think about it,
my mind goes fuzzy.
my vision blurred.
the oh-so-familiar sour feeling in my nose.
and there i go again.
its just uncontrollable,
i cant stop it.
all those hurtful words you say
just keeps stabbing me again and again
just like rubbing salt into an open wound.
it will never heal.
at least i dont think it would heal yet.
do you have to be so insensitive?
i alraedy have so mmuch pain bottled inside of me.
and you have to add on to the pain.
no its not you i am so angry about
its everything.
but i just hope you could be more sensible and sensitive.
cause you may not see it.
but you are hurting many people as you go along.
your attitude.
it seriously sucks.
i dont think you realise this
but if you continue on with this
you will never make any real friends.
what am i talking about.
of course you will never know how horrible your attitude is.
of course you will never know how hurtful your words can be.
of course you will never know how insensitive you are.
until you taste it yourself.
all i am asking for is a change.
a change in your attitude.
that would change everything.
everything.
i am saying this because you were once my friend.
a friend that i respected.
but now, i know.
i ll never regard you as a friend
ever again.
she climbs back into bed seeking for a miraculous recovery.
for she must dance
no matter what.
her passion will linger in her heart forever
5/20/2007 11:47:00 AM
♥ Saturday, May 19, 2007 ♥
sick.sick.sickwhy must i be sick at this time of the year???why noww???the world is just unfair.life is unfair.in 1 week, aristal is up on stage.in less than 2 weeks, my tap exam is up on stage.in 3 weeks, streetfest is up.why cant i be sick after that...WHY NOW.and oh great.guess what the doc says?no physical training nor DANCING allowed for 5 WHOLE DAYS.5 WHOLE DAYS.whattttttttttttttttt.*ahem*that is definitely not gonna happen.my simple reaction:"no way."its either life is TOTALLY UNFAIR.ormy life is basically screwed.either way,I AM GONNA DANCE NEXT WEEK.and i am gonna dance for ARISTAL.i will get well soon.if my immmunity cant do that.my mind will.one more week.out there, the guests are minglingand yep, you can guess who is out there.yet i am stuck in this room.i cant go out there and frighten all of the guests with how miserable i look now.and whats more, i slept the WHOLE day and i still feel like CRAP.darn.all of what i wanted to blog is all goneafter this horrible mood of mine took over everthing.i just need to get well.please help me get well.
her passion will linger in her heart forever
5/19/2007 07:49:00 PM
♥ Sunday, May 13, 2007 ♥
here are is an MI argument i created on venn diagrams.
PI all ballerinas are people who must be skinny
P2 all persons identical to erika are ballerinas
---------------------------------------------------
C> all persons identical to erika are people who must be skinny.
translation to categorical syllogism
all A are B
all C are A
------------
>all C are B

THEREFORE, the argument is valid(:
i know its random.. but i am bored..
HAHA
sweet sugar candyman<3
her passion will linger in her heart forever
5/13/2007 10:53:00 PM
♥ Friday, May 11, 2007 ♥
GUESS WHATTTTTTT
I LOST WEIGHT!
haha
my tap costume was too lose for me and i measured for it lyk almost three weeks back?
omggg
i am so inspired i wanna stick to my diet forever.. HAHA
anyway, these few days have been rather busy
with projects, homework(no not hsiang wei please), dance blahblah
i have such a hectic schedule!
dancing everyday is no problem for me
but its the long hours that kill mee
maybe thats why i am losing weight..
its so tiring sometimes i feel lyk just collapsing!
OK NVM
i have to get back to homeworkk..
bleaghh
so much for a half day today.
BYE
he leaned closer, awkwardly slipping his arms around her. he let his eyes drift shut and decided in that instant that for the rest of emily's life, he would be her guardian angel.<3
her passion will linger in her heart forever
5/11/2007 08:42:00 PM
♥ Monday, May 7, 2007 ♥
i ll just delete that post..
because i know my feeling can only be kept within my self..
yea.. just forget it
her passion will linger in her heart forever
5/07/2007 11:56:00 AM
♥ Friday, May 4, 2007 ♥
so today was absolutely ordinary day
except for the fact that
1) i forgot to bring the most important thing i could ever forget to school.[you can guess what it is]
2) it was raining darn heavy
3) we had no pe
4) i spilled MILO all over me while trying to dunk oreo in it.[yea i know i am not supposed to be eating oreo]
5) i ate too much
6) i am now supposed to do the finals on wed for 4x400. OH MAN I AM SCARED
7) there was NO maths lecture.
8) we talked to miss yeo ALOT after school
9) there was a combined rehearsal for an opening item for aristole
10) we rushed to PLAZA SING to get dinner
11) ENDED UP EATING NONE OTHER THAN?macs-.- [so much for my diet]
12) rushed to SDT for mr dan's rehearsal
13) watched abit of mid summer nights dream
14) stayed at sdt til bout 11pm?
15) went home and BLOGGING(:
done
today is officially the longest day ever(:
byebye<3
her passion will linger in her heart forever
5/04/2007 11:36:00 PM
♥ Thursday, May 3, 2007 ♥
today is miss yeo's birthday(:HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS YEO(:WE LOVE YOU!!!<333yea...the jc dance is fast..very fastits so difficult to catch upppbut i ll copei dont know how to explain,but it this feeling insidewhen being the best, the confidence is lostand it kinda sucksthe feeling isnt very niceor maybe its just mecasue i dont really lyk being right there in the centrefor ppl to spot your mistakes.i ld rather be one of the bestbut not the bestthat way, you stand in frontbut at the sideyea i prefer that.. i dont know whyyi just do.tomoorow is goona be a long day for meeedance at fort canning til 10pm..oh mannnand have to skip tap...SIGHok.audition is quite funhahayea..okta!"dare." he munttered. "okay." and before emily could edit her thoughts, she told chris he had to kiss her. he threw the blankets of their heads. "i what?" "you heard me" em said, frowning."its not as bad as sneakinginto my parents bathroom."his hands were sweaty all of a sudden, so he wiped them on the knees of his pjs. "okay," he said. he leaned forward and pushed his mouth up against hers. then he drew back, jsut as flushed as emily. <3
her passion will linger in her heart forever
5/03/2007 10:06:00 PM
♥ Tuesday, May 1, 2007 ♥
2 songs i immediately feel in love with:
-cry on my shoulder by Deutschland Sucht Den Superstar
-thats when i love you by aslyn
yepp.
monday we had streetfest practice
the dance is real nice
girl's hiphop is greattt casue we can act all girly for all we care
haha
today i bought new shoes!
nice rite?(:
i love them
absoutely fab
and its pink..HAHA
but it costs a bomb
yeap! i bought a new bag too
its actually a nike gym tote bag
but i ll just use it for school(:
i love my new bag and SHOE(:
and i love the pact.
"i'm going to be grounded for the rest of my life." he ran his hands through his hair and then fell onto his side on emily's bed. she spooned behind him, her chin hooked over his shoulder. "if you are," she murmured, "i 'll stay with you."
<3
her passion will linger in her heart forever
5/01/2007 08:11:00 PM
♥ Saturday, April 28, 2007 ♥
in life as in dance: grace glides on blistered feetyeaa exactly what i have nowblistered feet2 blisters on the soles of my feetone for each footargh..i cant walk properlyi made it worse after going for ballet class just nownow when i walk, it just hurtshurts like crapbefore that it was just a stinging painnow its like AHHH!!!yeaaams cheah told me to burst it with a needle to drain it and then put methylated spirit to let it dryOoi dont think i ll poke it?lol casue weiqin said it is VERY VERY painfulso i guess i ll just use the methylated spirit and let it dryowwwwits no use. all the techniques and training i have worked for.i still cant turn well or do a simple splitwhats the point?i am just another average dancer.i know it...if i still had his lessons,maybe i wouldnt suck so badi ll still suckjust not as bad as now.the passion is still thereits forever therethe love i feel i cant explainits just burning inside of me.working those musclestil they go hard and toughthe ballet technique its fading away...now theres nothing i can do about itbut to lose the tinge of hope i used to haveand to drop the one and only dream i ever hadto be a dancera wonderful dancer.a beautiful graceful dancer.<3-confused state of mind goes back to reading her book-chris's head turned to the side, and he vomited up water. gasping, starting to cry, he reached past the lifeguard to the safety of gus's arms. the teenager stood up. "he should be all right, ma'am,"the boy said. "the little girl? his friend? she slipped off some rocks and he jumped in to get her.problem was, she landed on a spot where she could stand. your son didnt."<3
her passion will linger in her heart forever
4/28/2007 10:16:00 PM
♥ Friday, April 27, 2007 ♥
heyya
thanx all you guys for cheering me up(:
everyone<333>
pass few days went by in a blur
it was either thinking about dance syf
or school
which reminds me
i failed MA1102 test
dang
MA1101: 16/20
MA1102:5/12
as usual, mr eng was disappointed
"is this your standard?"
"do you think you have done well enough"
"i am very disappointed"
"you are capable of doing better than this"
blahblah.
yeayea
i know thatttt
i will practise more now and do more mathsss
oh and did i mention? i am reading a new book under the great influence of vera..
lol
the pact by jodi picoult is supposed to be a good story
and yes, i am going to finish reading it no matter what
today we had the same few free periods again
we did practise chem skit
and gossiped
yeaa...
thats basically it
and as for tap
i feel like it is getting better and better
i am starting to get the style more
but i somehow feel like its not goona get me a honours plus for the exam
i dont know why
maybe its the music
maybe its the lack of feeling
maybe its just casue i am dancing it
i dont know...
but i wanna do well
better than i already am
people say i am good
but i want to be better
i want to be the best
but i am just not good enough
i think i reached my limit already...
oh wells...
i might as well make full use of the talent i still mantain now
before it all goes away
yeaaa
i miss syf..
i wanna go back to stressing about syf
i wanna go back to lae night practises for syf
i wanna just dance the dance again
i really miss syf<333
all that we have become tired of
now becomes a memory
a memory we all want to relive
relive the moments of practising syf
relive the moments of dancing with lots and lots of emotion
relive the moments of steeping onto the stage and letting our soul free
i love NJWD
i just simply love it
the two lay next to each other in the bassinet
"look at that, my daughter's an hour old and she is alrady sleeping with some guy"
they all looked at the bassinet
the baby startled, a reflex.
her long fingers flailed open like a morning glory
and curled back into fists, grabbing for purchase
and although she was completely unaware
when emily gold settled into sleep
she was holding tight
to christopher harte's hand
<3
her passion will linger in her heart forever
4/27/2007 09:03:00 PM
♥ Thursday, April 26, 2007 ♥
the day the professionals tell us
how good we are compared to the world
its already 11am
and schools receive their good/bad news
announcing to the whole wide world their results
yet we sit there
wild thoughts racing through our frantic anxious minds
thinking of all possible results we could get
copper was definely not what we imagined
we know we are definely worth more than that in reality
bronze was a slight possiblity
we believed we deserve moer than that
silver was the least we really expected
but we danced and danced
and worked til blisters couldnt be blisters anymore
til we felt we were worth a gold
that gold was within reach
with words of encouragment from teachers and friends
and that we were so bonded and felt each other so much
that we CAN get a gold
and whats more
a gold WITH HONOURS
that extra point wasnt reality
but we still hoped and prayed for the best
and danced our heart out
til our heart's content
the time passed quickly
as we sit in class watching the clock
looking back at the time every few seconds
shaking in our seats and shivering in suspense
praying in silence for the best
that mr ho will come back with honourable results
it was 1225
as we rushed out of the classrooms
eagerly dashing for the dance studio
sitting in a circle clutching our hands tight with anxiety
as we wait for all the dancers to come into the room
as soon as he talks
the room goes silent
like as if under a soothing spell
then the deafening silence
is interrupted by the news we longed for
out and out
it just keeps coming out
i cant stop it
i cant control it
its just coming out like theres no tommorrow
just at the point he speaks
everything turns into a blur
everything around me
just vanishes
and becomes a whole new world
the people around me
appears blurred
my vision
all fogged up and all
but only one thing goes on in my mind
we are worth more than that
i hope people wont laugh
i hope people wont tease
i hope people will understand how hard we have worked for this
and not just say a simple
"they cant dance"
we can dance
and we know it
we have worked this far
and we have trained so hard
no matter what
we love each other
and thats what counts.
we dont need to think about these obnoxious people
they shouldnt matter to us
because after all we dont know them personally
who are these people anyway?
just a couple of passers-by
who cant even dance
and yet they criticise
on something they are not even professionals at?
we must work extra hard now
train super hard now
and show everyone how good we are
prove to the obnoxious we can dance
prove to the school we deserve more than a mere silver
prove to the world we can do better...
i love you NJWDIP
i love you forever and ever
we did it
and we can do it even better again
WE WILL DO IT
we shall prove them wrong on 26th may
we are worth a gold
and even
a gold with honours...
we shall dance like no one's judging.
<3
her passion will linger in her heart forever
4/26/2007 09:09:00 PM